Friday, September 18, 2015
i said it... i feel like an idiot... thinking tat i could talk it thru... but i am nv good with words.. and ppl always take it in a wrong way... seems like it is again.. haish... a hurdle.. i cant seems to cross over... i dun have the strength.. dun have the courage.. dun have the faith i could.. wat should i do?
10:35 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
I know it is pretty much a bad habit of me... saying wanna come back and blog often but end up i often din.. ok... i really think i need keep up this habit.. especially when things are gonna change slowly..
back today actually got a specific reason.. i've started a side line in an e-commercs company and recently we are launching this newsletter for FREE. providing lots of information from lifestyles tips to technology even to health. all u need to do is to register and information will be sent to ur email every now and then. frequency i am not very sure.. but most probably is a monthly thing.. so yea.. y not right.. since its free.. haha
http://ecomm.iris-one.com/register.php?ticket=11K2VawAvGci11LLgEKRuMqi11CA14&groups%5B%5D=0&language=en
i know not alot of ppl reads my blog or chance upon it.. but i rather do my best in introducing it to everybody then to keep it to myself.. good things are to share.. so i definitely see a need in sharing my love.. haha..
nv too late to start on something u think is worth it.. i always believe.. now i got a chance.. i need support.. and tat can be done by a simple act from u.. i feel...
so whoever managed to come upon here and take a look.. please do me a kind favour by simply registering for me!
THANKS AND EFFORT GREATLY APPRECIATED!
2:03 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
wp changed to general ward today.. although i thought i couldnt make it down today.. but seems like i made it.. as i was released early from training today.. XD haha!!
got to see wp again!! i feel more relieved.. but without him waking and giving me tat bright smile of his.. i am still concerned.. >.<
today he did reacted to my talk but he did not really moved.. other than his hand was squeezing mine when i held him.. wp!! jia you!! u can do it de k!! i will be waiting for u.. the time when u wake up and give me tat bright smile.. dun worry k!! still very handsome!! =)
haha!! XD
saw him today i got the urge to tear again! =( but luckily i held on!! XD wah.. if not i think wp will cry even more!! tml i going to see him again.. hopefully he can hear me and react to me more!! =)
jia you wp!! u are a strong guy.. u know i am nv good with my words.. haha!! XD so wake up and tell me u understand wat i am trying to say even when i am not done with my sentences!! =)
jia you k!! ur close friend is here waiting for u.. (self proclaim) LOL!!!
8:55 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
this few days been going to hospital to see wp.. seems like condition is turning better.. but still haven fully awake yet.. today when i went to see him..
me and gor gor yh was inside.. but wp was slping.. snoring quite loudly.. we talked but he still slping.. but when we wanna leave first before coming back ltr.. at the moment we open the door.. he woke up.. so we went back to talk to him.. who knows tat he was really awake.. he tried very hard to sit up but to no avail.. struggling and struggling.. but still seems like he still cant fully control yet.. seems like itz his reflex when we ask him to wake up.. but mind is not clear.. so yup.. haish.. not yet..
but nurse told me and his mum tat wp will be transferred to a general ward today.. so i asked.. and he said yup.. can be counted as good sign as it is improving.. but wake up or not is up to him.. haish!! wp jia you k!! he was searching for something when i talked to him.. he held out his hand to me.. so i hold on to him.. and he grasp me tightly.. at tat moment.. i wanted to tear.. but.. i cant.. coz even if wp cant see me atm.. i am pretty sure he will know i am crying if i did.. so yup.. i din.. i held on.. >.<
wp's mum said tat to be fully considered awake means he can hear us and wakes up.. response to us when we ask him to.. i waiting for tat day!! plz wp!! i am sure u can do it!! =)
today he tried to sit up for about 5 to 6 times before falling back to slp again.. so i am pretty sure it will be soon for him to wake up... his mum said tat itz been a week alrdy since he is aslp.. so wp!! plz!! wake up soon!! like real soon!! i wanna witness tat u wake up and call out to me!! plz!!
accident seems like it was wp's fault.. but cant have further statement done from wp as he is still aslp.. but well.. i hope nth serious from then if he can wake up!! =)
i will be waiting for u k wp!! plz wake up!! we still have lots of things to share.. lots of things talk about.. lots of things to gossip on!! haha!! dun give up on urself and dun give up hope!!
always believe tat if there is a will there is a way!! positive guy like u will surely survive this ordeal! i believe in u!! fate brought us to know each other.. to have a chance to know each other better.. i am sure our friendship will not end here.. so wp!! prove me right k!! =)
i 'forced' u to kinda promise me u will wake up!! so plz!! dun break ur promise k!! for the week i have been going down to see u for 4 days i guess?! other than i am flying not in sg.. i was there to support u!! so plz answer to my encouragement!! i am sure u can do it!! afterall u are a strong guy!! =)
always wanna lend me ur shoulder when i break down.. everything wanna share my sorrow when i am unhappy.. so i am pretty sure.. tat guy with warm heart will live long!! =) jia you!! XD
8:18 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
i'm back just before cny.. wanna be back soon.. but din have time.. too much flt to worry about.. haish...
now.. i got another worry.. one of my bestie got hospitalised... wah.. just before new yr i got this news... how sad is tat..
tml i gonna go see him.. hopefully i get good news plz!! he is the only guy friend i can really say i am close with.. way before i met my bf.. i alrdy knew him..
although we may not be very close to each other before.. but now.. i can easily say tat.. we can know wat each other is thinking without saying it out fully.. tats how our r/s is now.. we help each other in times.. talk to each other when needed.. even if we dun contact regularly.. we still know we are there for each other when we need..
now tat he is hospitalised.. i cant help but to worry.. wat to do.. tml flt will not be an easy one.. i really hope he will be fine!! plz do bless him!! he is still young and a long and bright future in store for him..
plz plz!! save him plz!!
10:53 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
1st time... ever... haish... other than my ipod touch which i bought for myself during my birthday month.. with half sponsor from jus... this present is the next in line i spent a bomb on... dun even appreciate nvm.. no thanks nvm.. he still dun wan my present.. dejected to the max lor... i think for so long... cant buy my new lappy becoz i wanna buy new present for everyone... his the most ex liao... still like tat...
upset to the max plz.. say wat.. y i spent so much but buy a much lousier one than his current one.. how i know he got earpiece liao.. and plus mine got extra bass and stuff.. his is normal de only lor.. dun like it.. nvm.. still say till like tat... wth lor.. totally spoil my mood.. haish...
nv give me present jiu suan le.. still say wat nah i give u this as a present... and wanna give me the present i gave him.. and still say wat.. see i so nice.. return u ur plastic bag too... even my mum know where got return ppl the present the person bought for u de... is like giving 1 slap not enough still wan give 1 more.. wth lor... seriously.. i nv feel sad before after giving present.. LOL..
haish.. no mood blog ler lah.. going off...
the last time i gonna buy present for him... lol.....
10:46 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
oh my... haha!! istarted with this coz really long since i last came back!! wts!!
lets start... korea trip came to an end.. kinda miss korea still.. but i love the company with me.. if wasnt for them.. i guess i may not have enjoyed myself as much!! such an awesome bunch of ppl!! walked walked walked.. see see see... play play play... talk talk talk... eat eat eat... did as much as we could in the week.. haha!!
so much so.. lots of pic taken.. no time to upload.. the pics not with me too...
will definitely love to do another of it.. maybe much slack than this.. haha!!! wts!!
and so... our crew decided to go for a competition!! like real real!! registered ler... though audition only.. but still a quite exposure i think!! i hope got more to come.. but seeing our schedule and commitments.. haish... a bit saddening!! lol...
these few days intensive training! like a fun sia!! luckily i am on off day.. tiring but i feel these few days it is really more fulfilling.. haha!!
our aim.. is there.. hopefully we can achieve it.. haha!!
i hope got ppl to support us.. but on the other hand.. i super scare ltr we cui max and throw face!! =( haha!!
but still even if my crew dun get into semis.. i think we will still be proud of ourselves coz we dare to take tat 1st step!! haha!! say so early ltr too proud!! LOL...
but well.. seeing everyone putting in as much effort as of now~~ i feel so touched and relieved.. at least we are still tgt.. but can see like we are not as bonded as before ler... might be coz we dragged too long.. everyone got used.. and the chemistry btw us is gone.. hopefully these few days we can get it back!! jia you~~~
i know we can do it.. show ppl our crew's attitude like our crew name.. D'[A]ttitude.. haha!!!
this name i gave de!! i really love it.. it came with dance attitude and put it short.. it sounds like dee attitude.. haha!! our attitude!! LOL..
if u are free and happen to be by here before sat!! and wanna come support us.. do drop me a text.. of coz i doubt anyone will read this~~ LOL.. *just saying*
haha!! outa here!!
1:53 AM
